california girl

the girl in the bay has been in my thoughts of late. the other night i had a dream that i was chasing her and she suddenly turned around and kissed me. it was incredible. then i woke up. doh! i'm not really sure why i can't forget about her. i remember my senior year of high school (i think), she was in this musical and i was in the orchestra for it. she was in makeup getting ready and she drew a heart on my cheek with lipstick. twyla just looked at me and shook her head. but i was ridiculously happy. not sure what she meant by that. maybe i'll ask her sometime. well, needless to say, nothing happened there, probably because i had no balls and plus it was faith academy, you didn't just go ask girls out. it was a very serious thing. so that was like 6 years ago. why do i still feel the same about her? she's dating someone now, of course. next time i'm in the area, i'm sure i'll be hapless enough to stop by.